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| For the past week or two, it seems that being close to my 1st always bring out feelings that I've kept hidden in the past. I'm being really confused now...I feel like I'm still tied with her in a way...my feelings always changes when I'm with her. I've avoided the feelings in the past yet time and time again, it seems that it's always returning to me. Sometimes I feel it's wrong...in the past, after our relationship, I never really wanted a relationship yet I keep going to her...but now, it just feels different. I don't know if this time it's like 7th-8th grade..but I feel it's pretty strong. In truth, I'd rather be with her than any other girl, such a forward statement, but that's what I feel. The girl that I like a few months back does not even show she likes me..and I like her, but I feel out of place when I'm with her..like it's not meant to be. However, going back to my first...I feel it's different...I feel something for her...something pretty strong especially when I'm with her. It shouldn't be like this...It's been 4 years..yet I still get that same feeling when we're together. Am I overthinking? I'm only human, I can't control this things...and if I can...I probably still wouldn't know what to do...
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| Caught up in the moment...it's what everything i do seem to be. Making actions on the wrong time based on impulse and those kind of stuff. I don't really know what to do with this especially in things involving the opposite sex. I feel like I'm always falling for "her" whoever "her" may be.In end end I always feel that way...she makes me feel happy..and yet..I can't act. Well, this blog is about another girl, my first love actually. Probably the only girl I've ever gotten really serious with because the others are try and yet I fail. There's another girl who I can probably get serious with, but I never really feel like she take me seriously. Well back to the first....she's the only girl out of all my exes that I really hang out with, the one I can feel really close to...like there's still a fire in me that longs for her, yet like fire, once burned, it's hard to try to re-do things over again. She's always been there, whenever I needed someone to just talk to, sure she may not be serious most of the time, but she's really mature....when it counts... Also, she's one of the few girls that I feel something when I'm with...I can't stop it, my brain says "DON"T DO IT", yet I do it. I feel really selfish right now, since I'm longing for a girl ..when I should not....but it's just impossible not to. Maybe it's because we ended when we (i think it's we)...didn't really want to...I was just mad at some stupid reason... Maybe it's because I always feel something with her yet keep denying to myself that...maybe I like her like I think I do...maybe I'm caught up in the moment...iono, but maybe..it's one of those things I just mentioned.
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| hmm..i'll write this tomorrow...too tired now...but yea..^^
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| i don't know how long I've been feeling this way now... Since that day you ended "us"? Or the day where I said that I really liked you in front of the busses. To tell you the truth, I don't think, I'll ever be able to move on. You are one special girl and I will always think that of you no matter what my position is. Sure my love will decrease, but I will never forget someone like you. You had meant the world to me at some point in my life and that just isn't going to change in a few months. Even though you like him, and even though I feel pain within, I know that I can never say that I didn't love you at all. You were the first girl I've ever taken seriously after my first. To me, I was not ready for another relationship, but since I dated you, I wanted to be sure wut I wanted. But I guess, that came too late. blah...iono wut to write..i'm so sleepy..guess this is for tomorrow
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| For me I believe the biggest mistake is not showing the one you love how much you really love them. People tend to take his/her current partner for granted after the relationship passes its "honeymoon" phase, but in order for it to actually work, a relationship must be constantly worked upon. Nothing last if one person gives everything while the other remains looking only after himself or herself. I just answered this Featured Question; you can answer it too! | | |
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